oops

i think this might be the end of the blog. i realize in my not so perfect, flight of ideas, self-esteemless writing style, i still can offend, not portray myself in a good way, and put off people that have really been wonderful to me and have made this trip possible.
i really had no idea who or how many people were going to be reading it. im flattered, really. shocked, actually. i had dreamed to make this blog into a novel, which would of course be a best seller, which would then be made into a movie where anne hathaway plays me...but maybe not meant to be. i wont quit my day job. actually, i have to get back to my day job.
and since i just watched that fantastic movie with cam 'the only good movie i ever made was something about mary' diaz and mr demi moore....
should i quit the blog?
speak now or forever hold your peace.